The Eff Word

All I want is forgiveness for all
I've never done wrong and all the words
I never said to hurt you in any way
I sit here alone tonight listening to sad songs
I know will make me cry and think of you
I just sometimes want to run and hide in your warm safe cloak but you're so far away that
I can only try to imagine the way you used to make me feel.

You meant more to me than you'll ever know
Did I mean nothing to you?
Did you lie when you said you were happiest with me?

All I want is forgiveness and a chance to start this a new
Why did I let myself fall through?
I wish I didn't wish for you
I sit here alone tonight trying to dream you away but my dreams are all of you