F*ck My Life Up Again

I let you down one last time
So you remember you were mine
Count on me
To be somethin' you could never be
‘Cause I'll be free from all this hate
You'll be left behind carryin' the weight

Come fuck my life up again
I don't deserve to live without pain
Destroy all my confidence again
Watch me lose control and feel ashamed
Come fuck my life up again

The problem's always me
It's just taken years for me to see
You didn't call again last night
Maybe I'm just not worth the fight
I swear to God, you saved my life
I swear to God, that I won't let you down twice

Come fuck my life up again
I don't deserve to live without pain
Destroy all my confidence again
Watch me lose control and feel ashamed
Come fuck my life up again
Our hell was paradise to me
Happiness makes me feel so weak
Come fuck my life up again

I hope you never let me go through the years
I hope your madness starts to grow
I hope you never let me go through the years
I hope your madness starts to grow
I hope you never let me go through the years
I hope your madness starts to show
I hope you never let me go through the years (through the years)
I hope your madness starts to grow
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