breaking up with me

Getting out of bed is such a chore these days
Exhausted but I never fall asleep
Stacking up bad habits just to numb my brain
My serotonin's always ghosting me

The world's on fire so I keep lighting up
I'm sick and wired, my psyche's had enough
I do anything and everything to hit the self-destruct
I'm done with feeling numb

I'm breaking up with me
I'm so over being in my own company
Like it's not you, it's me
Everything I do's making me wanna scream

La, la, la, la
La la la
La, la, la, la
La la la

Thinking I should see other people
This give-and-take is so unequal
The way I treat myself should be illegal
If I keep it up it could be lethal
If I wasn't me
I wouldn't like me
My worst enemy
It's almost frightening

The world's on fire so I keep lighting up
I'm sick and wired, my psyche's had enough
I do anything and everything to hit the self-destruct
I'm done with feeling numb

I'm breaking up with me
I'm so over being in my own company
Like "it's not you, it's me"
Everything I do's making me wanna scream

La, la, la, la
La la la
La, la, la, la
La la la