Getting out of bed is such a chore these days Exhausted but I never fall asleep Stacking up bad habits just to numb my brain My serotonin's always ghosting me The world's on fire so I keep lighting up I'm sick and wired, my psyche's had enough I do anything and everything to hit the self-destruct I'm done with feeling numb I'm breaking up with me I'm so over being in my own company Like it's not you, it's me Everything I do's making me wanna scream La, la, la, la La la la La, la, la, la La la la Thinking I should see other people This give-and-take is so unequal The way I treat myself should be illegal If I keep it up it could be lethal If I wasn't me I wouldn't like me My worst enemy It's almost frightening The world's on fire so I keep lighting up I'm sick and wired, my psyche's had enough I do anything and everything to hit the self-destruct I'm done with feeling numb I'm breaking up with me I'm so over being in my own company Like "it's not you, it's me" Everything I do's making me wanna scream La, la, la, la La la la La, la, la, la La la la