Existential Concerns

Please will you stop it with the imitation
It's starting to get annoying
Don't you have anything else to do
I'm just not interested in you
It seems you have a sick obsession with me
But to me you don't mean a thing
Don't I deserve a peaceful life to live
Without all of you bullying me

I can't sleep anymore
My anxiety is killing me the most
I forget to eat and when I do
I remember all the awful things I've been through
There's just not a single moment I'm feeling fine
I'm so anxious and I'm shaking all the time
I'm constantly thinking of suicide I can't control my mind
If I have to live this life,I just don't want to be alive

I don't understand why you want
To destroy someone's life
When it's already messed up
Why you need to make me sad
Like I'm not feeling bad enough
But even if I were happy
I wouldn't deserve to be treated like that
Please just stop,just make it stop

I just want to scream and cry
But I have to keep it quiet
Cause they're having fun
When I'm crying so much
I want to sleep forever
And never wake up
Please help me to never wake up

I don't understand why you want
To destroy someone's life
When it's already messed up
Why you need to make me sad
Like I'm not feeling bad enough
But even if I were happy
I wouldn't deserve to be treated like that
Please just stop,just make it stop

The bullying drives me crazy
I can't tell if I was meant to be like that
Or they made me
No one knows who I am
But everyone knows all my copycats

No one has a heart
They just laughing when I'm sad
I'm chocking I can't breathe
And they just staring at me
I'm preparing something
And no one can stop me
Few years left
I swear it's gonna end