Keep the window cracked for me I got one foot out the door I don't know which move more brave To stay or to explore Keep the window cracked for me If I jump, I might not live But I can't bear to look outside And see how high I is Everybody wan' be special, but nobody wanna live special Watchin' rappers' videos, they looks like kids' specials, yeah No wonder all these dudes are slimy 'Twas the night before the death of real, I came in nick of timin' I know I could get ahead if I could put some shit bеhind me I'm from where thеy drink olde English and they keep it grimy So always been skeptical, kept the belly full Of fear and trauma and a lotta shit that I just wouldn't address with you Can't even sit alone and chill now Am I even equipped to know what's real now? When I'm alone, I want my friends When I'm with friends, I want alone Man, what the fuck's the deal now? If I can't be with myself, how can you be with me? Feel like I'm stuck in motion, I've had enough of copin' I don't know if I'm meant to be here or there If you knew the truth, I'd be too scared to hear it, damn Keep the window cracked for me I got one foot out the door I don't know which move more brave To stay or to explore Keep the window cracked for me If I jump, I might not live But I can't bear to look outside And see how high I is It's been a long journey Spent some time workin' on me, but I'm not splurging It used to be because I probably thought I was not worthy Now the habit's so ingrained, it's just all blurry Yeah, I don't want or need attachment Guess that's why I always gotta leave the window cracked and Just let a draft in But I ain't jumpin' out until I know where I land and I don't got a plan How you write a script for a story you don't know? How do I define what hasn't already been told? A lot of folks be comin' face to face with they soul When it's too late and it's already been sold But that ain't me Blessin', but it's hard It's on me now, no more guessin' who's in charge I gotta figure out who marlon is The kid who played the hand he's dealt and now the cards is his, shit Keep the window cracked for me I got one foot out the door I don't know which move more brave To stay or to explore Keep the window cracked for me If I jump, I might not live But I can't bear to look outside And see how high I is