This Heart's Mostly Filler

I can't be still when you're near me
I can't think of anything to say when you address me face to face
I'd just as soon you'd forgotten my name when you met me
So I could return to the life I was living before you f*&#%d everything up
…Or did you fix it?

You are all I see, you are everything I think I'd like to be
But can I hate you just for…

I chucked my heart the minute you stole it
It lies unclaimed at the floor of a landfill six miles away
Here I had thought it would make me feel better
Can I not do anything right?
You have made this whole life thing quite difficult for me
…Or have you fixed me?

You are all I see, you are everything I think I'd like to be
But I will hate you til I…

You are all I see, you are everything I think I'd like to be
You are all I see, you are everything I want to be