Pressure, Pt. 1

Tears are falling from under my skin
No one knows what's hidden in
I'm happy, I smile at you
I think I'm lying to me too

But the truth is that
I never forget what's going on inside my head
I know better days are coming
But shouldn't I do something?

I still seek who I am
I'm trying to be who I know
I'm supposed to be
But this ain't me right now

I'm attracted to things I thought would go away

I need to get over it, I need to clean my mind
I need to improve myself, I ned to be better
I need to be more productive, I need to do more
But all I can think right now is

What's going on? I don't know
But I know better days are coming

I still seek who I am
I'm trying to be who I know
I'm supposed to be
But this ain't me right now

I'm doing all I can
To be accepted by everybody
But doing this I lost myself and
Even I don't accept me anymore

I still seek who I am
I'm trying to be who I know
I'm supposed to be
But this ain't me right now