This Ain't a Movie

I'm lying as November turns to February
I'm crying cause they said the pain was temporary
No more goodbye'n cause you got my number blocked in your phone

I'm trying to move on, but my heart won't let me
I'm hiding, keep laying with the coat you left me
Tried to move on I wrote too many songs about you

And as hard as it seemed
Night of April 16th
I'm out of my head
I've been drinking again
These streets of London couldn't keep me awake
He couldn't keep me away this time

It's like we met for the first time tonight and I'm falling
I'm holding your hand in the streets that we're walking
But this ain't a fairy tale, there's no happy ending
Just wish that when you told me that you loved me you meant it

I know I say too much sometimes just hear what I'm saying
Get down on my knees again, each night I've been praying
Cause I don't wanna lose you, you don't care if you lose me
But this ain't a movie, so why would you choose me?

I keep praying explain myself to all my friends
But all they keep saying
You'll find this now with someone else
Don't wanna move on
I wrote every single song about you

And as hard as it seemed
Night of April 16th
I'm out of my head
I've been drinking again
These streets of London couldn't keep me awake no
He couldn't keep me away this time

It's like we met for the first time tonight and I'm falling
I'm holding your hand in the streets that we're walking
But this ain't a fairytale, there's no happy ending
Just wish that when you told me that you loved me you meant it

I know I say too much sometimes just hear what I'm saying
Get down on my knees again, each night I've been praying
Cause I don't wanna lose you, you don't care if you lose me
But this ain't a movie, so why would you choose me?

Since we met on that first night I swear I've been falling
Can I hold your hand in the streets that we've walked in
But this ain't a fairy tale, where's our happy ending
Tell when you told me that you loved me you meant it

I know I say too much sometimes just hear what I'm saying
I get down on my knees again, each night I keep praying
Cause I don't wanna lose you, you don't care if you lose me
But this ain't a movie, why would a girl like you choose me?