Hide And Seek

It's the feeling when everything's going alright
But something deep down is dying inside
Don't know what it is, so you say it's all fine
But no one can see that your hands are tied
Am I the only one, is it just me?
I'm better than I was but I'm still empty

I'm playing hide and seek
And I don't know where to find me
And the days turn into weeks
I'm so scared that I'll never find me

Lie to yourself, like they all did
Don't know how to let it out, so you take a deep breath again
I don't feel awake, I'm in a dream
It makes no sense, I don't even know what I mean
Mascara-free eyes in my darker days
Sunshine on my skin, but I feel the shade

I'm playing hide and seek
And I don't know where to find me
And the days turn into weeks
I'm so scared that I'll never find me

Call 911, call 911
Tell them that somebody's gone on the run
Call 911, call 911
Trying to believe the best is yet to come
Call 911, call 911
Tell them that somebody's gone on the run
Call 911, call 911
Trying to believe the best is yet to come, 911

I'm playing hide and seek
And I don't know where to find me
And the days turn into weeks
I'm so scared that I'll never find me