Sober & High

People tell me to be someone else I don’t want to be
And the clouds begin to gather around
So many mean words cutting deep into my own skin
They move so fast that I can’t control my heartbeat

I’m always in my mind
And the tears coming from my eyes
Oh, I cannot pretend all these lies
I just wanna get away
Why am I so ashamed
Even though I’m not to blame
Oh, it never feels good inside
Or between sober and high

In my life I couldn’t count on many friends
I’ve always been that kid who fights
I take the risk until the end
Please help me I can’t breathe in
And then it starts overbeating
My time is running out
But if I fail I’ll start again

I’m always in my mind
And the tears coming from my eyes
Oh I cannot pretend all these lies
I just wanna get away
Why am I so ashamed
Even though I’m not to blame
Oh, it never feels good inside
Or between sober and high