Not Fine

What I say
Is so unclear
All my words misdirected
Thoughts come out backwards
What I mean
Can you hear?
Follow me under the surface
Where ghosts walk among us

I'm at a distance that words don't reach
Skimming the surface, I'm in too deep
And you'll only see what I want you to see
I want you to see

I'll make you believe
Smile with all my teeth
Oh, I'll say I'm alright
But I'm not fine
No, don't give up on me
I'm not how I seem
Oh, take a look inside
'Cause I'm not fine

In the space
Between the lines
We can rest for a moment
And let silence hold us
Don't rush
To fill the void
Feel a stillness between us
Where words lose their meaning

I'm at a distance that words don't reach
Skimming the surface, I'm in too deep
And you'll only see what I want you to see
I want you to see

I'll make you believe
Smile with all my teeth
Oh, I'll say I'm alright
But I'm not fine
No, don't give up on me
I'm not how I seem
Oh, take a look inside
'Cause I'm not fine

Hey, can you hear me call?
Say it's nothing at all
Feel a chill in your bones
And then you know

I'll make you believe
Smile with all my teeth
Oh, I'll say I'm alright
But I'm not fine
No, don't give up on me
I'm not how I seem
Oh, take a look inside
'Cause I'm not fine