Winner

Oh, okay, shit, fuck

Took a pilates class but I'm still depressed
I'm tryin' to read a book, I'm tryin' to fix my mess
I go to make my bed and tuck in the sheets
I've got a meditation app that tells me to breathe
I make a mental note of everything I ate
I can't seem to cry so I just masturbate
When the clock hits ten and I'm braiding my hair
I'm still the same sad girl just with more skin care

I don't wanna be bitter
I wonder what it feels like to be a winner
Boo-hoo, cry me a river
I just wanna feel like, feel like a winner

I bought a diary but I can't seem to write
'Cause everything I wanna say's been said a million other times
I compare myself to every girl I see
You know this bitch in my head, she can be really mean
I need to make a list, I need to fall in love
I need to kill some brain cells and do more drugs
I wanna save the world, I wanna take a nap
I need to shut up, 'cause nobody asked

I don't wanna be bitter
I wonder what it feels like to be a winner (winner, chicken dinner)
Boo-hoo, cry me a river
I just wanna feel like, feel like a winner (winner, chicken dinner)

I'm so hot but I'm a loser
Over-compensate with humor
Oh, I just wanna be a winner
Buy more clothes on my computer
One day ship, my ego booster
Oh, I just wanna be a winner

I don't wanna be bitter
I wonder what it feels like to be a winner (winner, chicken dinner)
Boo-hoo, cry me a river
I just wanna feel like, feel like a winner (winner, chicken dinner)

I'm so hot but I'm a loser
Over-compensate with humor
Oh, I just wanna be a winner
Buy more clothes on my computer
One day ship, my ego booster
Oh, I just wanna be a winner