Oh, okay, shit, fuck Took a pilates class but I'm still depressed I'm tryin' to read a book, I'm tryin' to fix my mess I go to make my bed and tuck in the sheets I've got a meditation app that tells me to breathe I make a mental note of everything I ate I can't seem to cry so I just masturbate When the clock hits ten and I'm braiding my hair I'm still the same sad girl just with more skin care I don't wanna be bitter I wonder what it feels like to be a winner Boo-hoo, cry me a river I just wanna feel like, feel like a winner I bought a diary but I can't seem to write 'Cause everything I wanna say's been said a million other times I compare myself to every girl I see You know this bitch in my head, she can be really mean I need to make a list, I need to fall in love I need to kill some brain cells and do more drugs I wanna save the world, I wanna take a nap I need to shut up, 'cause nobody asked I don't wanna be bitter I wonder what it feels like to be a winner (winner, chicken dinner) Boo-hoo, cry me a river I just wanna feel like, feel like a winner (winner, chicken dinner) I'm so hot but I'm a loser Over-compensate with humor Oh, I just wanna be a winner Buy more clothes on my computer One day ship, my ego booster Oh, I just wanna be a winner I don't wanna be bitter I wonder what it feels like to be a winner (winner, chicken dinner) Boo-hoo, cry me a river I just wanna feel like, feel like a winner (winner, chicken dinner) I'm so hot but I'm a loser Over-compensate with humor Oh, I just wanna be a winner Buy more clothes on my computer One day ship, my ego booster Oh, I just wanna be a winner