Risk

Oh, I don't feel right
Feel like I've been driving on the wrong side of the road tonight
Haven't seen a single fucking pair of headlights
Oh, you're right
I've been spending too much time in bed, 'cause I'm so tired
Of going through the trouble of weighing the risk of

Trying my best
It's hard enough just getting dressed
Oh, I don't wanna be alone and far from home
'Cause I'm exhausted and it shows, maybe it's
All in my head
But it won't stop until I'm dead
I know I'm not alone or far from home
But I'm freezin'

I've been up all night
Peeking through the window blinds at what set off the motion light
I locked my door, but I'm still standing upright
I'm alright
I've been awake for far too long, but there's no end in sight
Don't you think it's crazy how it's making me sick if I'm

Trying my best?
It's hard enough just getting dressed
Oh, I don't wanna be alone and far from home
'Cause I'm exhausted and it shows, maybe it's
All in my head
But it won't stop until I'm dead
I know I'm not alone or far from home
But I'm freezin'

Maybe I've
Lost all sense of time
I said I'd be home by nine
Now it's quarter past five
But baby, maybe I'm
Caught up in all my lies
I can't get better, I've tried
I haven't seen a single fucking pair of headlights

Baby, maybe I've been spending
Too much time in bed 'cause I'm so
Tired of being tired of being
Criticized for what I know is right
Trying my best
But what if it's all in my head?
Oh, I feel like I've been driving on the
Wrong side of the road tonight