Honest Words

I tore the hinges off the door
The welcome sign got turned around I'm not welcome anymore
Of seven years four were faithful
Apologizing makes you cry harder than before

I was selfish with my feelings
It got easier to close my mouth, my heart wasn't in it
It isn't fair that I'm not willing
Expecting you to understand that I am more than finished

Two become one when fallacies are greater than honest words
And honest words are just another lie
I am a cheat, and I am a liar
And I am not a lover

I'm not myself in front of you
I've cleaned the glass a hundred times but the good just won't shine through
And now it's time to sign the papers
Initial here and scribble there and tell me I'm untrue

Two become one when fallacies are greater than honest words
And honest words are just another lie
I am a cheat, and I am a liar
And I am not what you asked for
I am a cheat, and I am a liar
And I am not a lover

But I remember eyes so tender
And true as the song in your ear
So scream it loudly, cry about me
And the shape I'm in

I found the end I guess I'm winning
Your teary eyes look so blue they were green in the beginning