If She Knew

Last night when I was all alone, knowing pretty you're gone
And then I close my eyes so as to forget all
I'll try once again, once again until solve it, although I have no hopes for this
People here seems to have no heart, seem like it all again starts
Actually I hate that time when I was lost
I look back to realize that I was stupid
I look forward and I can't see anything more
As we live, we must die
Seven sins in my life, living in a world without gods

All I got are our memories, all I need is think up stories, all I want is my whole life back to release myself
If she knew what I have grown up all this time, I think that I could be as happy as I was
Lights in town are growing softly, this magical place looks sightly
Now I think that is a nice time to start from scratch
If she knew what I have done each day of year, at end it could the beginning of a chance

Time's dead, people's always talking, makes me shout to despair, I can't remember your face
She was the most leading person in her life
Forever is just a word so senseless
When she said she did no care my heart I felt a knife in my gut
Many stars at night, almost as many as men are inside my breast
A life is not enough to cure this bounds, to remove the sorrow that you have caused me
The solar reflections travel lazy through each window till vanish above remote skylines

When you promised me a new world, so far away from earthly frustrations and mundane disillusions
Deep down I always knew that you was always lying to me again, once more, I don't wanted to trust it at all
Actually I'm trying to resolve any error made during those ears of my lifetime
Light in town are growing softly, this magical place looks sightly
She thinks that is a nice time to start from scratch
Time's dead, people's always talking, makes her shout to despair
She can't remember my face
I was the most leading person in her life
Forever is just a word so senseless