Encore

My silence won't fade at all
Won't fathom the whispers
Of this ghost of mine again

Insisting to feed my fall
Just blaming the distance
I'll send it blowing in the wind

Oh, summer light would feel so dim
The snow won't hide my sins

A silent amend that I would ask for
Would sully the dreams to have an encore
While falling again, would I answer?
Would I see it through the end?

My selfish pretense that I would sigh for
Can only be faint as a knock on my door
So tender & frail, would it wander till it's over?

Would a veil of light hear my call?
Dissipating the whispers
As the cold comes to an end

I've been dying to feel that small
Avoiding the answers
Yet fate would hold more it'd pretend

Oh, autumn days and nights in spring
Would sow hope through my skin

A silent amend that I would ask for
Would sully the dreams to have an encore
While falling again, I would answer
I would see it through the end

My selfish pretense that I would sigh for
Can only be faint as a knock on my door
Can only regret, be the answer till it's over?

I saw the life I wanted
Gasping for air and purpose
I faltered, a slumber lasting for years

These hands would reach and comfort
This mind of mine I've altered
And offered a shelter to embers

A gentle ascent that I would aim for
Would carry the dreams to have an encore
Assuming the end would be kinder, would be warmer than intents

The selfless amends I used to cry for
Will only be faint as life would ask more
It'll surely make sense, as I'll wander till I'm wiser