Half Alive

Need something to realize
there's so much I haven't seen.
Now I find it difficult to even think
I'd be half of what I truly believed I'd someday be
Half of what they always said it's easy for me

If I can't find myself could you stay here
and could you pull me through
those times when I feel like loosing all my
reasons to not to give in.
If I can't find myself could you stay here
and help me find the cure.

Seeds I once sowed never gave the harvest I needed.
Fear and anger only took the most of my faith
and left me nothing but disbelief I'd anything achieve.
Left me hanging here and between

If I can't find myself.... reasons to not to give in.

Dreams I had are now so hollow
this burden I can't take
If you show the way I'll follow.
You're the one who brings me faith.

Will this endless deep despair ever let me go?
Is my inner strength and hope, oh, this cheaply sold?
Need something to understand I should carry on.
Need someone to pull me through or I'll be gone

If I can't find myself.... reasons to not to give in.

Dreams I had...