Resistance (On the Side)

Horrible alternations, twisted modifications
Of human existence
Continual fear, belated bitter understanding
Crawl into my mind
I'm stopped by my hands giant heart of the Earth
Stream of life agonize, fill the space by the dead
Secret pain aspire out, turn by pieces my essence,
Cries of rage, cries of hate penetrate through my soul
In confused thoughts I foresee
Sigh of my doomsday

Unknown cursed, hidden threat
I feel in the gloomy space
In my face beast comes,
Perhaps, it's a morbid dream?
Who put this mad thought
To my primitive mind?
Who put sadistic tools
To the disobedience hands?

Maybe it's insanity? It's, obvious, not an illusion -
When the grave adsorbs me?
I resist on the side of the slowly dying mankind,
The mad genius - evil mind
I'm stopped by my hands giant heart of the Earth
Stream of life agonize, fill the space by the dead
Secret pain aspire out, turn by pieces my essence,
Cries of rage, cries of hate penetrate through my soul

Life and death mix in one,
Erase borders between them
I can see far from me
Faces of the different deaths
Their smiles wake up
Ancient fear of the dark
They come, they bring
Torches and release from flesh