Return To Self-Loathing

Sick of the way I am feeling
Waking up what's in myself slipping
Should I just take out my eyes?
No longer what them for this life
Acting strong only on the outside
Hiding shame and pain on the inside
I've tried to block my mind of this
and pretend it doesn't exist

Losing my mind again
Stranded my thoughts
No matter what I've said

Sleepless nights stared at the ceiling
Sanity running on empty
I've tried to block my mind of this
and pretend it doesn't exist

Taken for granted again
Stranded my thoughts
No matter what I've said

Torn inside, broken mind
Broken and torn inside

Broken mind, torn inside
Broken and torn inside

Torn on the inside
Constantly reminded