Metastasys

Metastasys
Life is a grief and a cruel silence
I am awaiting in despair the end without fear

I was forgotten at death's threshold
And understood the eternity is just a moment
As joy wither away by sadness
Insensitive and frozen my heart rusts

I'm dying
Wake me up
From this nightmare
Or reality
Disappointed
Harmless victim
Look at me
I'm a stillborn soul

At each second I die once again
A thousand times for thousand, to each instant

I'll leave grieving to the valley of shadows
Across beyond the hell where I'm god
Where a fallen angel dwells and keeps a secret
Is woman is the lie made flesh
I discovered her delighted eyes
And the only sin was her innocence

Paralyzed
My soul
Is leaving me
I'll disappear
Descend
Step by step
Once again
To hell

At each second I die once again
A thousand times for thousand to each instant

The dark
Keeps a secret
The wrath
And my melancholy
Crumbled
Smothered by pain
Broken
Little pieces deep inside

Bleeding
My slashed veins
Suicide
Would ease my pain
Drowned
In a sea of flames
My shadow
My shadow is the death

The grief
Turns in crystal
I'm a lifeless sculpture of salt
And now
Even the wind
Can hurt

Metastasys!
A mental state of agony
Every night I plead
For not to awake again
Only to forget and find
The implored peace

The sun of life is bitter light
Disturbing me into eternal wait
Prisoner of the night
And despaired for a dawn
For a dawn which never, would arrive
For a dawn which never, would arrive