crying pills

I wanna take'em as much as possible
Probably watching my own death is horrible
Why do I feel this is going nowhere?
I'll burn the last package of cigarettes

I have tried different ways
I'm too young for this treatment
I've committed many mistakes
But the happiness I'll be always seekin'

Take a pill whenever you feel this
Take this another one whenever you feel that
Just because I'm feeling remiss
I act like there's nothing bad

I'm gonna die
Then die again
Then die, die, die
I cry controlled pills

I have died
I died, died of pain
Then I'll die twice
Then cut my skin and see how it feels

Dolls are the thing in this century
But not the first to make history
The more I take them, the more I wake
And now I just wanna stay (dead)

From nothing, I become an artery in your heart
Like a chained phoenix, being alive is stark
I'll keep chasing for the right medication
A perfect tulip among radiation

If I wanna die
When I'm going to the right place
Take those pills until you cry
And lock yourself in your own cage

Take a pill whenever you feel this
Take this another one whenever you feel that
Just because I'm feeling remiss
I act like there's nothing bad

I'm gonna die
Then die again
Then die, die, die
I cry controlled pills

I have died
I died, died of pain
Then I'll die twice
Then cut my skin and see how it feels

Dolls are the thing in this century
But not the first to make history
The more I take them, the more I wake
And now I just wanna stay (dead)

It's too long
You're already bored
It's too long
And I'm already sure

This is the moment where I pass away
This is the time where I throw all those pills away

I'm gonna die
Then die again
Then die, die, die
I cry controlled pills

I have died
I died, died of pain
Then I'll die twice
Then cut my skin and see how it feels

I'm gonna die
Then die again
Then die, die, die
I cry controlled pills

I have died
I died, died of pain
Then I'll die twice
Then cut my skin and see how it feels