Never Been Easy To Understand

It has never been easy to understand life
That's why I'm living against everything I don't want
Understand what happened on this (bookshelf)
I just want to move on with a lot of faith

I looked to the side so that I could understand
Why you are living without courage
In this unfair life I'm living now
This country that doesn't think of being one of power

For me, I'd be in another top country
To live intensely everything can not here
I often feel like a person, a moment, peace
But I'm showing a hostage everything I want

I keep praying for some answers in life
Every second on the clock getting older
I'm not getting a child anymore time goes by
It has never been easy to understand what real reason for life