Can't keep crying

Always in my head, but I never know
Always had a vision, but I never show
Always had a heart, till I had it broke
My friends want me around, but I'm out alone
My mama always calls when I'm on the phone
I'll call her when I have it in my schedule

So fuck if I'm the problem
Not like I could solve 'em
I don't wanna live with the consequence of winning

I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying
Wanna believe it, but I can't keep lying
Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided
It's harder to smile, but
I can't keep crying

So what's another plane, another bus over to Phoenix?
What's the point of dreaming if I never get to sleeping?
What's the point of love if I don't ever get to keep it?
(No, I can't fight it, I can't)
Is it really living if I never find a meaning?
Is it really growing if I always hit the ceiling?
Thought I was above it, yet somehow I'm in between it

So fuck if I'm the asshole
I just wanna get home
Asking for direction, but nobody can answer

I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying
Wanna believe it, but I can't keep lying
Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided
It's harder to smile, but
I can't keep crying

Like, oh
Always wanna leave, but I can't go home
Almost fell asleep, but I can't go broke
Hate the way it feels, but I can't let go
I can't let go
No, I can't fuck up
Trying not to think, but I think too much
Trying not to move, but the world moves on
Start to feel dizzy, but I can't let go
I can't let go

So I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying
Wanna believe it, but I can't keep lying
Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided
It's harder to smile, but
I can't keep crying

(I can't-can't, can't keep crying)
(I can't-can't, can't keep crying)
(I can't-can't, can't keep crying)
(Can't keep crying, I can't keep)
(I can't-can't, can't keep crying)
(I can't-can't, can't keep crying)
(I can't-can't, can't keep crying)
(Can't keep crying, I can't keep)