Seems like it was just last night
I was all set up for the highest heights
Oh, yeah
How'd I fuck it all up again, again
Eighteen, yeah, I got big dreams
But it don't mean shit if I can't stop dreaming
Every second
Yeah, I could've been there, right then

Taking over my thoughts, no, I can't let it go
Say I just need to focus, but that's what I don't do best

Yeah, here we go again
Didn't mean to go MIA, IA
Got lost inside my twisted head
Couldn't go my way, too late
All my efforts to a wasted end
No, I don't really mean to, it's not how it seems
Swear I want it
Didn't wanna go MIA, IA
Yeah, I'm stuck up at the start again

Up high, tryna fake my pride
When I know deep down that I have no fight
One hit could knock me down and I'd be better off dead, yet
I'll say all this shit, how I'd make it work
And then I trip down all the steps and hurt my head
And end up eating all the words that you said

Taking over my thoughts, no, I can't let it go
Say I just need to focus, but that's what I don't do best (don't do beat)

Here we go again
Didn't mean to go MIA, IA
Got lost inside my twisted head
Couldn't go my way, too late
All my efforts to a wasted end
No, I don't really mean to, it's not how it seems
Swear I want it
Didn't mean to go MIA, IA
Yeah, I'm stuck up at the start again

Yeah, I didn't wanna go MIA, IA
I, I

Didn't wanna go MIA, IA
Got lost inside my twisted head
Couldn't go my way, too late
All my efforts went wasted
Wish that I could skip ahead
M-I-A

Ooh
Ooh-hoo