The Fever

When the fever breaks
I will be right here sitting in the same spot I'm sitting right now
My faith has started to shake
I don't know if I still believe you'll ever come to life with this crowd

Am I the only one who feels lonely
Even though I know I'm surrounded by friends?
Am I the only one who feels that fevered longing?
God I know I'm the only one who can
There's things that I hide
Things I keep in the corners of my mind and I can't keep hiding
I know you won't approve of this
I've got bad taste in art and sex and lying

When we sat in my basement and I showed you all my wrongs
You said: Just don't quit your day job
You were right, and I gave up four years ago
But some things are just too hard to leave behind
I've changed my mind so many times cause I wanted you to like me

And I'm ashamed to admit it took me this long
But I don't care if you like me anymore

Am I the only (am I the only)
One who feels that fevered longing?
Am I the only (am I the only)
God I know I'm the only one who can