Counting Sheep

Broken homes and broken bones
When you yell all I hear is dial tones
Not alone as I sleep I can feel you
Plotting my demise as your blood flows in mine
You want to make me feel
Like how he made you feel
Maybe if you see your pain reflected in me
You think you might begin to heal

Have you lost your mind
Or gone too far this time
When you're in that place you block it all out like nothing else matters
There's no going back
Now that you left your mark
You can lie all you want but you can't deny my scars
Well enough is enough

What could I have done
Killing me killing me
Placing all your hate in me

I don't want to
Wake up tell me I'm wrong even if you know I'm right
Stay here laying in bed decomposing in my mind

Eyes wide
What's another sleepless night?
Mouth dry
Giving up never felt so right

I stare at the ceiling
I dwell in my mind
I've been here before
Time after time
You're what I left behind

Wake up tell me I'm wrong even if you know I'm right
Stay here laying in bed decomposing in my mind
And now tell me am I all alone with nothing left
Oh, no
Because I'm counting sheep as I cry myself to sleep

I was just a kid I was a kid
What could I have possibly done to deserve this?

Beat them down
Is that your answer for everything
Trade your heart and your family
To save yourself an apology
You're just a worthless piece of
Beat them down
You should bruise them or batter
Or choke the life out of them
How you inflict doesn't matter
Because that's how you made me me

Wake up tell me I'm wrong even if you know I'm right
Stay here laying in bed decomposing in my mind
And now tell me am I all alone with nothing left
Oh, no
Because I'm counting sheep as I cry myself to sleep

Because I'm counting sheep as I cry myself to sleep