Red Phantom

I can't
No I won't choose to believe it
They haunt me endlessly
Give it ten or twenty years
Time fixes everything
Or so they say
But I'm still waiting

I'm not getting better I know
I gave up on that dream a long long time ago

Enveloping all my mind
Invade my thoughts countless times
I saw you in my bed
I know it's in my head
It's not as dark as it seems
They're only bad dreams

Stop drop
Roll back your eyes now
Count down from ten
Go to your happy place

Stone skin and cracked faces
Their eyes they multiply
And my skin it consumes me
Pulling off my flesh
Will it ever end
Growing teeth just to feel
The existential dread
I've lost everything
Over and over again
Over and over again
I bleed relentlessly
I hope it's just a dream
Because I'm not better

Enveloping all my mind
Invade my thoughts countless times
I saw you in my bed
I know it's in my head
It's not as dark as it seems
They're only bad dreams

Night terror
Red phantom

You make me want to bleed bleed bleed
Who I used to be
Is pouring out of me
Are you satiated
Are you satisfied