I Don't Deserve It

I stopped taking my pills today
I know you said that I should wait but I
Think I've gone far too long without feeling

Well that's a lie I've felt this pain all along
Since I went away it's been so strong
You don't know how much you mean to me baby

When I'm lying in bed and I look at my life it's just
Me my thoughts and nothing else
I know in my heart of hearts I don't deserve it
I don't deserve it

I confide in few
I lied to you
You can see the truth
I know you do
That's beside the point I'm trying to make here

You live and learn
I live and burn
I make mistakes and in return
I get some kind of a pass
You say I deserve it

But when I'm lying in bed and I look at my life it's just
Me my thoughts and nothing else
I know in my heart of hearts I don't deserve it

When I'm lying in bed and I look at my life it's just
Me my thoughts and nothing else
I know in my heart of hearts I don't deserve it
I don't deserve it