Hands Bloody

I faded inside out but baby
I won't let the river take me down
Never said goodbye
But maybe it's too late for that now love
I run from suicide
Hands bloody but I

I saw the clouds go down
Drowned in flames and out I tried to run
From reality in search for better life
And now look
And tell me what do you see?
It is a broken man he can't bare the fear of society
He won't stand, can't take the falseness around him
And fearing for survival scared he's looking at me
And cries out for help
Runs out from class and he's down again
Throwing up from the sight
It's the strain and it spreads
It's a curse make it stop, please, I beg
My arms feel heavy
Yeah, they burn as I beat that wall
The thought of escape gives me strength to carry on
So I'll go
I leave my heart to you
Please, know that I hate myself for what I had to do

I faded inside out but baby
I won't let the river take me down
Never said goodbye
But maybe it's too late for that now, love
I run from suicide
Hands bloody but it made me feel alive

So I ran tried my best to succeed, I will win
I can feel it and at times I was free, relieved of the hate
The thought gives me purpose
Makes me not wanna lose
And without it I'm lost that furthers me from you
Now I see myself, now I see through the lies
Evade the empty words, do things by heart
And I can hear the sound as I leave this town
Locked in that cage for years and I fought my way out
And I glide down on a sunset sky
Free of the stereotype, I feel alive
Every day when I'm gone, I think of you all
Those who I left behind so that I could go on

I faded inside out but baby
I won't let the river take me down
Never said goodbye
But maybe it's too late for that now, love
I run from suicide
Hands bloody but it made me feel alive

One day I'll return
I'll go back home where my heart belongs
And with the shadows gone
Hope glows on
Now let the fire rise
And turn the fear to smoke
Let it make me strong

And so I march
March against the sea of pain
And when you'll see me come, I'll be a victorious man
And I am sorry if ever I have left you behind
But we will meet again in a better world, better life

I faded inside out but baby
I won't let the river take me down
Never said goodbye
But maybe it's too late for that now love
I run from suicide
Hands bloody but you made me feel alive