Abandon

I've hit a wall
I'm on a cliff
Staring cautious at my abyss
One more vision
One more night
To see the vivid dreams
My confidence
Can't be what it seems

Holding my head up high
Yielding to desire

What can I see
When I feel too much
To comprehend
How can I face
This reality alive
When I'm desperate to hide

I've lost my grip
It's all a haze
Falling backward toward
The crippling maze

One step forward
Now I'm running
Taking ten steps back
These apparitions
Force my mind off track

One day this
Will go away
Though the memories
Will stay

What can I see
When I feel too much
To comprehend
I can push
This destruction aside
If I leave it behind
Leave it all behind

Running just to stay ahead
My sanity in shreds

What can I see
When I feel too much
To comprehend
How can I face
This reality
When I'm desperate
To hide
Hide