What I deserve

There are times she cries when i do wonder way, we'r all so afraid to die.
See her eyes getting wet by the third sigarett. Politly i ask her way?
Ther's so many people around me, and it tears me apart.
Seems i can't comit at all without breaking someones heart.
And when i'm alone in the end of the day, there's no one to see if i'm ok.

And i do care for you she says kissing my chek.
But you'll be gone by the end of the week.
And if i were to wait for someone like you, then i hav to give up what i do.

I might hate my self for telling you this.
But you'r not enough she says biting her lip.
You might think i'm a cowerd that i haven't the nerve,
but i'm not what you deserve.