Chaos

There are things in my eyes you cannot see
There are times when I lose faith in me
And I wish I could face this part of me
And I wish I could hide this part of me

When I try to tell you things you cannot hear
I disappear, I disappear
When I try to erase this part of me
I disappear, I disappear

And I’m crying, and I’m crying, and I’m crying
Cause there’s nothing, nothing else to lose, anymore
And I’m crying, and I’m crying, and I’m crying
Cause there’s nothing, nothing else to lose, anymore

The more I try, the less I exist

There are things I don’t know how to feel
There are times I don’t know how to live
It’s a phase I don’t want you to see
Another being I don’t want you to meet

And I’m crying, and I’m crying, and I’m crying
Cause there’s nothing, nothing else to lose, anymore
And I’m crying, and I’m crying and I’m crying
Cause there’s nothing, nothing else to lose, anymore

And the words I can’t say are overflowing
And the chaos in my mind overwhelming

There’s nothing, nothing else to lose, anymore

And the words you can't hear are overflowing
And the chaos in my mind overwhelming

There’s nothing, nothing else to lose, anymore

And I’m crying, and I’m crying, and I’m crying
Cause there’s nothing, nothing else to lose, anymore

The more I try, the less I exist
The more I try, the less I exist