Hurt and Release

Please don't try to be the same.
You are just here to irritate me.
Cheat around the world for shame.
Jump before another train.
Bind around the rope for pain.
You won't get the fuck away.
My life was great till I became,
The kind of an I hate.

Feel and suppress, hurt and release.
These are the times, that we should consider as the best.
But who am I to judge?
But who am I to judge?

Oh Gog, here we go again.
Roughshod.
Gain the pain in vain.
Get out.
Stamped upon my brain.
Please die.
I see you.

Astounding.
Listening.
Cutting.
Betray and doing it all for themselves.

What did I do to goddamn have this curse over myself.

I do not choose to feel.
I tried that shit already.
Enticed by my dark side.
But my outside seems fine.

Feel and suppress, hurt and release.
These are the times, that we should consider as the best.
But who am I to judge?
But who am I to judge?