Sometimes

I just wanted to live, but you gave me reason
So I could feel, I'm burning now...
I was completely complete and numb
but you gave me a choice, the same mistake.

I dressed the loneliness and pictured myself
like the twilight.

Sometimes we need to survive only to feel the pain
And at every moment I’m asking myself, why?
The same pain that makes me high
put me on the floor again
and told me she was my friend, so why?

Everyday I’ve made my secret plans…
The gravity will crush all
I could feel; it seems really cold here
my only regret was don't tell you goodbye.

But I know you would try to stop me… And sincerely, it’s just what I wanted!

Sometimes we need to survive only to feel the pain
And at every moment I’m asking myself, why?
The same pain that makes me high
put me on the floor again
and told me she was my friend, so why?

Sometimes we don’t need die to forgive us,
I wish I could understand that before my hands left the bridge.