The Root Of My Evil

Lying on my bed
Thoughts dancing in my mind
The root of my evil
I'm just trying to find

What have I done
For turning me into what I am?
What the hell have I become?
I don't understand

No! No! No! No!
No! No! No! No!

I can’t deny
How hard I have tried to get me by
You never knew
The hell I have gone through

I can’t deny
How hard I have tried to get me by
You never knew
The hell I have gone through

Thoughts
Changing how I used to be
I became my worst enemy
Like a parasite
Draining my whole life
I'm a host of my damned

Thoughts
Leading me straight to hell
Is it too late to save myself?
On my own
Facing the unknown
I'm alone
Against my own thoughts

I can’t deny
How hard I have tried to get me by
You never knew
The hell I have gone through

I can’t deny
How hard I have tried to get me by
You never knew
The hell I have gone through

Thoughts
Changing how I used to be
I became my worst enemy
Like a parasite
Draining my whole life
I'm a host of my damned

Thoughts
Leading me straight to hell
Is it too late to save myself?
On my own
Facing the unknown
I'm alone
Against my own thoughts

Mind
Projecting what lies ahead
Sanity hanging by a thread

Cold
Lack of sensibility
A false sense of urgency

Fear
What does the future hold?
Concern has assumed control

Time
Feels like I'm paralyzed
Sleepless nights, restless mind

Hell
Worms burrow through my brain
I hear the beast calling out my name

Free
Finally living on my own
I ain’t a stranger in my own home

Life
It's about balance inside
Take the chances before they pass by

Thoughts
Drag me down to my deep unknown
The root of my evil