Drowsy

I grew up with a void, the absence of a father
Yet, my mother’s sacrifices became my strength, shaping me with love and resilience
My friends offered me emotional support when life felt heavy, reminding me I was never alone
Now, I carry their faith in me as I chase my dreams
Determined to honor their love and build a future full of purpose

Someone's voice I never heard keeps talking in my mind
Maybe it's just a wish in heart, nevermind, it sounds so fine
It's your voice, oh dad, telling me to walk in line
But don't worry, I got' be fine (fine)
Ain't no tree, no mountain high
Neither people here to climb
To the dreams I gotta attain
I just got myself to climb (climb)
Even if I get dismay
Yet I know I got' be brave
Cause my goals ain't get attained
If I remain in my bed, Oh

How do I know it's your voice?
How do I know they're your words?
No, I don't know whether they're your voice and words (words)

Maybe it's just something inside
Telling me to keep on fighting
Yeah, I really know, I got' be brave I gotta shine

When I get scared, I tryna hide
And I might get a kinda dizzy (dizzy)
You will never see me shining
And I know you are not watching (watching)
Everything that we go by
But don't worry
I have finished my middle schooling
I'm a winner

Know you don't hear me, dad (dad)
Cause you are drowsy and dead (dead)
But yet to you, I'm still talking (talking)
And I might seem so silly (silly)

I never leave my bed
It feels like my only shed (shed)
And I've become so lazy (lazy)
But I won't become drowsy (drowsy)

I feel like ghost, feel like ghost in the spectrum
I feel hollow and lite like a balloon
Daddy I hate to be out of my shelter
I feel like I am locked in my bedroom

I Cry alone and my tears make a lagoon
There's no reason for me to be in a gloom
Know one day I'm goin' to get better
I feel like I am lost in my bedroom

Mamma don't know I cry
Too much during the nights
She's all the reason of my fights
She tells me I'm gon' be high

I've got many good friends
AJA, Skiff and Dr. Dre
Bright Junior, Coxi and Snake
Mendez Like
They inspire me higher

Know you don't hear me, dad (dad)
Cause you are drowsy and dead (dead)
But yet to you, I'm still talking (talking)
And I might seem so silly (silly)

I never leave my bed
It feels like my only shed (shed)
And I've become so lazy (lazy)
But I won't become drowsy (drowsy)

Know you don't hear me, dad (dad)
Cause you are drowsy and dead (dead)
But yet to you, I'm still talking (talking)
And I might seem so silly (silly)

I never leave my bed
It feels like my only shed (shed)
And I've become so lazy
But I won't become drowsy (drowsy)