doubt

I want to be like you
And we'll tear our value
And feel better when we say
We're not really ok
I don't know if I can stop to
Feeling apathy for all
We're talking but I'll never say how
What I feel for everything

I wanna know that we're all gonna make it alright
And never feel like I hate when I lay at night
When the world tells me I gotta break away
But I know that you will always have it staying the same
Here and home then
Time is frozen
In a moment
I don't wanna feel that my doubt will cut in
When I'm hopeless
'Cause I don't wanna think that it was all never meant to change

How many time can I lie about the things that I want?
How many times can I live the mistakes that I own?
How many ways can I make the same song that you love?
And how can I be the person that you wanna call up?

'Cause I'm sent to a love for your pleasure
To give you all and nothing lesser
I wanted to get this the way that you wanted
Did I give you enough when I couldn't have it?
I'm so lonely, while you know me
Kill the old me, to make you happy
I've been saying that I'm done when
You've been holding me, I wonder
Take this the way to
Feel like how you want to
But no matter what you say
I won't let this fade away

Know that we're all gonna make it alright
And never feel like I hate when I lay at night
When the world tells me I gotta break away
But I know that you will always have it staying the same
Here and home then
Time is frozen
In a moment
I don't wanna feel that my doubt will cut in
When I'm hopeless
'Cause I don't wanna think that it was all never meant to change