Better Off Dead

I can hear my heart beating;
I can feel my blood flow through my veins;
As i toss and turn and turn again;
Will this nightmare i'm living ever end.
I lie here every single night;
Wishing that i'd never flown;
Why won't these spirits leave me;
Why must my mind always deceive me;

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Sometimes i feel myself slipping
Or when my mind ststarts drifting;
When the thoughts get lost in my head and i;
Start to think i'd better off dead

Here comes my shattered dreams;
There goes my long lost borrowed visions;
Separation brings me sadness;
While i am bordering on total madness;
I stagger through these days;
A mere shell of who i once was;
Paranoia taints my feelings;
All this shame and guilt i'm now realizing.

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Peace comes as hell grows silent;
Find my way to a fitful sleep;
Pain returns with the sun's rising;
This bitterness inside is not surprising.

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