Relief

I remember that
Like today
There were no words
To explain

Is it the beginning?
Is it another soul?
There was another body
A few minutes ago

The time is passing by
The minutes cut my skin
I'm waiting for a feeling
That comes against me

The sun
Shining outside
Is this the light
That will keep me sober

And for a while I turned my head to say
But I didn't find the word to specify
I thought that I was happy but it was only a feeling
I will keep walking until I die

You took over my place
But I'm not around
I found in my heart
A beautiful shelter

I give myself a chance
Trying to be better
Step by step
No more revenge

My past
That passed and I didn't see
Now it is
Reflected on me

I cannot fake
And hide the tears
It's the last time
That I live my fears

And for a while I thought that I was wrong
But start to believe that I could be someone
I saw my face reflected on you
But the time will cure the wounds on me