Disorder

Here she is again
The drama queen inside of me
Next time better be prepared
Wrong choices, distances
Empty days are passing by
They leave me grasping for some air

Wrong choices, distances time can't combine
Useless days are passing by
The bitter ones numbed my heart

Time has to take a hold for me
I'm bleeding out inside
Struggling to find out what troubles me
How this affects me so much, affects me so much

See I messed it all up again
There's a war going on inside of me
In my own reality
Tears that turn out to be my own mistake
Silently I am going insane

Time has to take a hold for me
I'm bleeding out inside
Struggling to find out what troubles me
How this affects me so much, affects me so much

I messed it all up again
There's a war going on inside of me
Please show me a way
Cause silently I am going insane

Time has to take a hold for me
I'm bleeding out inside
Struggling to find out what troubles me
How this affects me so much, affects me so much