Very Alive

I just gotta find it
I've been trying to recognize it
Steady working on the night shift got me anxious for retirement
I'm love, but I'm looking for the exit
Held you up to light to discover you was just another counterfeit
Took my time and now you've spent it

Underwrite the risk you had me taking
Your hologram will be your two months statement
Probably about tonight we'll do the math
But don't get hopes high expecting that

Where you at tonight? (Tonight)
I've been counting the waves as I watch this photograph come to life (come to life)
I've been thinking, but lately I just keep my thoughts inside (inside)
I'll make mistakes, but just to prove that I'm alive (alive)
I'm very alive, I'm very alive

I would rather sit quiet
Than be the reason for you lying
Spare your energy to riot
Hold my hand if you can find it
I don't wanna relapse back to everything that we had
But for the moment let me unpack
For no purpose, but to rehash

Underwrite the risk you had me taking
Your hologram will be your two months statement
Probably about tonight we'll do the math
But don't get hopes high expecting that

Where you at tonight? (Tonight)
I've been counting the waves as I watch this photograph come to life (come to life)
I've been thinking, but lately I just keep my thoughts inside (inside)
I'll make mistakes, but just to prove that I'm alive (alive)
I'm very alive, I'm very alive