Of Healing Part 1 - Denial

I became so
Agitated
I cannot take in

'Cause I am down, disconnected, I'm trapped within
My exhausted burned out brain
Mind so delusive it makes me sick
Like a poison in my veins
Chemicals
Running down my throat
Burn my lungs
Iron on my tongue
Nothing I've been craving for so long
Can make me feel the same

Hold in
Feelings that haunt me
Ignoring
Pain that's inside me
Hold me tight
As I realize I'm not alright
I'm running
Surrounded
By fear

I'm so much more

My faith
I reminisce about is gone
Scars won't fade away
And are you waiting for me
To give up who am I now
Turn back time and foresee
Feelings I'll ignite

No
There is nothing left to say
Keep on trying to deceive you
Why can't you pretend there is nothing inside me
That makes me beg
Set me free
I believe I can set me free
I believe I can set me free

Hold in
Feelings that haunt me (my feelings are haunting me)
Ignoring
Pain that's inside me (inside)
Hold me tight
As I realize I'm not alright
I'm running (I'll run)
Surrounded (surround)
By fear

I believe I can set me free