Dissolve Me

I wish I had a little more patience
With everything that's on my mind
I'm always getting lost in translation
Nothing ever comes out right
And I'll dwell all night like
Why'd I have to go and make it complicated?
Still replaying every single conversation
All the little things I could've changed to make it right

Til I go head first into the concrete
And let it dissolve me
Let me pretend
Like I'm getting better and nothing could harm me
Invincible body, desperate to end
This noise in my head

I'm tired of trying to tie up all the pieces
I'm just tired all the time
Learning every inch of my ceiling
The holes I'm burning with my eyes
And that fire rages on
I'll dig a trench til dawn
You couldn't burn me if I'm gone

Should I go head first into the concrete?
And let it dissolve me
Let me pretend
Like I'm getting better and nothing could harm me
Invincible body, desperate to end
This noise in my head

Noise in my head
Noise in my head
Got no place in the river
Noise in my head
I'm a moth to the flame
Noise in my head
It's the frame in my figure
Noise in my head
Just the way I was made
Noise in my—

Head first into the concrete
Let it dissolve me
Let me pretend
Like I'm getting better and nothing could harm me
Invincible body, desperate to end
This noise in my head