Tunnel Vision

Long gone from a long term sentence
There's nights that I wish I'd die
Each time that I pass the entrance
Wander up and peek inside
How many attendants and what would they mention?
Would it all end with a quiet procession?
I get so invested in writing the end
It's hard to digest this side of depression

Send my illness into the trenches
Desperate to end this
Tunnel vision
Suffer my own submission

Short breath and a shorter falling
There's nights that I wish I'd care
Always in the state of stalling
I think I'm already there
How much is a life worth?
How do you decipher
The heart of a fighter
When you have to die first?
I'm angry and tired
It's all on a wire
Will anyone pine for my voice in the choir?

Send my illness into the trenches
Desperate to end this
Tunnel vision
Suffer my own submission

My shadows and I
There's no end in sight
This tunnel vision has been clouding my eyes
My shadows and I
There's no end in sight
This tunnel vision has been clouding my eyes

But how did I end up here?
I fell into a void this time
Like headlights to a young deer
It feels like I've been paralyzed
But how did I end up here?
(Like shadows against the night)
I fell into a void this time
(Looks like there's no end in sight)
Like headlights to a young deer
(Like shadows against the night)
It feels like I've been paralyzed
(It looks like there's no end in sight)

Send my illness into the trenches
Desperate to end this
Tunnel vision
Suffer my own submission

My shadows and I
There's no end in sight
This tunnel vision has been clouding my eyes
My shadows and I
There's no end in sight
This tunnel vision has been clouding my eyes

My shadows and I
There's no end in sight
This tunnel vision has been clouding my eyes
My shadows and I
There's no end in sight
This tunnel vision has been clouding my eyes