Where I Lay

I fear I'm bad at life
No excuses I can offer
I can't seem to get it right
And no flood could keep me watered

I wanted to be something
I only wanted to be something

In the garden where I lay
All the flowers bloom but me
I'm staring at the Sun and taking rain
Still I can't help but feel so out of place
Where I lay
Where I lay

Well I don't think I belong here
No I don't think I belong
Whether a crowd or an ocean
I'm out of place in it all

I got friends
I got love
Will they last?
And how long till I'm alone again convinced that it's all my fault

I wanted to be something
Wanted to fit in
Would've given anything

Wanna be something
Wanted to fit in
Could I take a different shape

In the garden where I lay
All the flowers bloom but me
I'm staring at the Sun and taking rain
Still I can't help but feel so out of place
Where I lay
Where I lay

I guess in the end I'm just a kid
Learning my lessons and desperate to fit

I guess in the end my colors don't mix
White in the knuckles
Blue in the lips

In the garden where I lay
All the flowers bloom but me
Think I'm broken
Think I'm torn
Got no roses
Only thorns
I don't think I wanna be me anymore