Blueballs

Sometime get it off, lose a night away
Everything i wanna do keeps me low today
Inside, searchin for a chance to slip away
Confide- need to break down, escape being saved
Someone help me here, my sanity evades
Nothin shown but this hate - max my hate this way

No one showed me how to give into all things
I can't let myself go to deviate
Life was gonna be just short of tortury
No one told me what if i was given to real life hell
Never to escape me
How to grab ahold and rip hard as a heart attack
Someone shield me from society's truths
The hard facts i can't live with myself here
No protection from my ignorant soul
No one cares
We all need a rest from our own blue balls

Here we have a lot to say, buried in our wills
Then we're scared of falling down, confused- swallow pills
Nevermind, i shouldn't say, or point out weakness here
Stories told me my whole life, fantasy is real
If you want to realize it, well come forsee full hate

Careful, you're on thin ice
Careful, this won't suffice
Careful, it's your only life
Careful, better think twice

Sometimes i think i'm the only one losing it all.