Trauma

Smile and wave, like everything’s okay
It’s hard to say, when this is all a game

With guilt and shame, I’ll never be the same
Give me something else to do, 'cause I’m about to go insane

The king of hearts, your favorite card to play
You win them all, and break them in a day

It’s all my fault, with nothing left to gain
Take this stupid halo off so, you can see through my charade

Trauma, trauma, I think I’m dying inside
I don’t want to be alive
Trauma, trauma, I think I hurt myself again
I don’t know where to begin

You grip me tight, I told you let me go
And as I cried, the scars begin to show

With all my rage, I’m gonna take you down
To watch you beg and plead, before I put you in the ground

Shut your mouth, don’t play it like we’re cool
For my revenge, I’ll break all of the rules

I hope you rot, inside a shallow grave
This is all that you deserve, there is no need to give me praise

Trauma, trauma, I think I’m dying inside
I don’t want to be alive
Trauma, trauma, I think I hurt myself again
I don’t know where to begin