I'm Not Him (Solar Song)

[Solar]
Waking up in someone's head, laying on the cloudy floor
Been born sporadically, have I been
Through this before? I don't know who I am, can't recall my face
I'm not supposed to be here, this is not my place
And soon I met the Sun, I've seen his face, he seems trustworthy
I wish he didn't choose to go away, how is it my fault that we played his suicidal game

Everyone's coming for me
Can't you tell that I'm sorry!
It's my fault that he's dead, I know, but I'm not him!
You tore me out of one's body, fully aware of what's coming
You blame me just for being born, and that's not fair
(Oh, oh, ohh, oh, oh, oh) it's my fault that he's dead, I know but, I'm
Not him (oh, oh, ohh, oh, oh, oh) you blame me just for being born and
That's not fair

I wished you've killed on the spot you made me fix him as he rots
But your kill code got ripped out, so I'll just say it's not your fault
This helpless little place, can't stand, it's missing all its legs
I can't carry all this weight, feels like the dimensions on my shoulders
I think I should leave this place behind
Find a family that gives me peace of mind

My name's not Eclipse my name is just, solar, with not a purpose to live for
Everyone's coming for me can't you tell that I'm sorry!
It's my fault that he's dead, I know but I'm not him! He tore me out of one's body, fully aware of what's coming
He blamed me just for being born, and that's not fair (oh, oh, ohh, oh, oh, oh)

It's my fault that he's dead, I know but, I'm not him!
(Oh, oh, ohh, oh, oh, oh) he blamed me just for being born and that's not fair!

I'm so tired, all of this, all the chaos witnessed
I've tried to control myself, sometimes I wished that I did. It's too late now I tried my best, and I couldn't save the rest. I guess it's my time to go, my sacrifice is all that's left

Everyone's crying for me
Tell Sun and Moon that I'm sorry!
It's my fault that they're dead, I know, but I'm not him! Moon tore me out of Sun's body
Sun was fully aware of what's coming
They blamed me just for being born, and that's not fair!
(Oh, oh, ohh, oh, oh, oh) it's my fault that they're dead
I know but, I'm not him!
(Oh, oh, ohh, oh, oh, oh) they blamed me just for being born and that's not fair